i was sick...damn it...

i believe the saying "if you didnt die of the accident, theres something good behind it"
at least i hope so
cos i didnt die

but during that past few days
when i cant do anything but lye on the bed
i seriously thought
its fine, just let me die
but i didnt
so i am expecting something good to happen

or is what i am having now the "good"?
whatever